So long, for so long
I restlessly dipped my feet in the water
Occasionally feeling a splash
I want all of you.
I heard it.
Three times I heard it.
And finally I admitted
That I don’t know how.
How do I move?
But I made my choice.
I’m going under
No matter the cost.
And a wave crashed into me
I was overtaken
Swirling
Drowning.
And this death
redefined me.
