there’s you
through bits
of trying to fill the hollow that life sometimes brings
a sadness that is free and vague
I expect better of myself
I expect more
a wind I ache for
makes it hard to see
my hair is now long enough
to fall in my eyes
sunlight is a blessing
but what happens when
I decide I need it
and it’s not around?
blurry-eyed and wanting
focus
wanting to shake this
unfamiliar distrust
wanting to forget scattered
thoughts
I don’t want to use you
to gain clarity
I don’t just want to use you
to feel better
"I don't want to use you
ReplyDeleteto gain clarity
I don't want to use you
to feel better."
This has been my own reality as of late. I don't want to use anyone especially not the ones I hold most dear. But when you feel like your drowning its hard not to cling to the closest thing near. It is a hard balance.
I like your voice in this one it has such texture. So crisp and present.